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so me and josh are done.
for good.
turns out, some bitch started some rumor about me and
jackie and then josh and justin broke up with us because
they thought we were lying to them.
the funny thing is, i found out like 758493729
things about josh today and how he's been lying to
me this whole time. ha.
so i'm assuming that he was always accusing me of lying
because he wasn't honest himself.
anyways.
he did something really stupid today and the kid he did
it to called me and bitched me out saying "YOUR BOYFRIEND IS
AND ASSHOLE! I JUST CALLED THE COPS ON HIM AND HIS LITTLE FRIEND'S
ASS! WTF? BLAHBLAHBLAH."
and all i really had to say was
".....he's my ex-boyfriend."
yeah it hurts.
yeah it sucks.
but i feel like the chains are gone
and i'm free again.
i'm glad i found out all the shit he's done
behind my back because this makes everything
578943275742 times easier.
FUCK YOU JOSH.
YOU MEAN NOTHING TO ME.
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[31 Mar 2007|02:40pm] |
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it got crazy up in this bitch.
jackie, jessica, marissa, and justin all came over last night.
we started taking shots reeeaaallll early.
all of us drunk as fuck. dancing. taking pictures.
it was pretty fucking awesome. :]
broke a bottle in my house, cut my finger, thought we
lost my dog, attempted to clean up my house, then left.
went to kingpins. got skeeted off the back of someones van.
sooooo dumb. jackie was puking everywhere. she couldnt even
hold her head up. the night went from super good to horrible.
josh called, knew i was drinking and skeeted and was pissed.
met him at jackies apartment complex. got bitched at.
went to tacobell. got bitched at somemore.
went to josh's. got screamed at. went home.
talked to him for like an hour. everything's good now.
josh woke me up at 6:30 this morning.
came over. we slept a little bit.
then he took me to saturday school.
so i had to promise him that if i was
going to drink or whatever, i had to be with him
because i'm not a "responsible drinker."
which i totally understand.
LAST CHANCE CHELSEA.
DON'T FUCK UP AGAIN!
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okay. so i don't see any point in updating this, but whatever.
this weekend, pretty good.
lots of un-needed drama.
but it's high school. shit.
i haven't been home since friday morning.
me and my mom...scratch that, my whole family aren't getting along.
my mom wants to send me to foster care.
so i'm like...sweet, love you too.
but now she's saying she just doesn't want me to be her responsibility anymore.
cool. even better.
boys. gay.
"best friends." more gay.
it's like everyone is changing right in front of my eyes
and i can't stand it. liars, cheaters, hypocrites.
hi, hello??? dignity anyone???
guess not.
i'm meeting new people so i guess that's good.
but i miss how everything used to be.
before everyone got so consumed in drugs that nothing else mattered.
i'm one to talk right?
i miss the numb. i miss the happy. but i don't want to rely on substances anymore.
i want to feel.
i want to love.
i want to care.
but it's kind of hard when
no one gives a flying fuck about you.
no names. but seriously, wtf happened?
marissa and i talked about getting an apartment today.
a little farfetched, but she talked to her mom about it.
i don't know. this whole week has been like a rollercoaster.
i don't even want to talk about it anymore.
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[03 Jan 2007|08:47pm] |
fuck ccc's!
omgzzzzzzz.
i thought i was dying on that shit.
pft.
anyways.
uhmm...
single.
bored with florida.
done with the people here,
that's fer sher.
(except for a selected few ;] )
europe this summer?
no, not a visit.
fer good.
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[29 Apr 2006|10:21am] |
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1 week...
6 days...
i've been counting down
and i miss you.
♥
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